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Ok. So recently quite many things had happend. 

First of all - I finelly finished shcool. Yaas! I did it!I feel freedom! I can smell it! It's a good feeling. But I still have to go to a university though.If you ever finished school you now what I'm talking about. Things are never gonna be the same. It's like a new page in your life story and I like it. It's like you have a chance to start all over again and not to fuck it up this time haha. I will try.

Aaaand I'm thinking on losing some weight. Just a little bit. Just want to be cool for the summer. I am tired of being a shameful loser all the time. So I need to start from something. And losing some weight would be nice. Probably this summer I will take some art classes too. Who knows. By the way I've got herpes today ew. And I would like to get more healthier so yeah. I will start to drink more water and do at least one exersise a day. My little sister is abroad now. She'll come back later. 

So that's all I wanted to say. Probably I will add something later.

Bye!)

I'm done.

I haven't been writing for awhile. So, not too many things had happend though. 

I had a quarrel with my kind of best friend. Than we fixed it and we friends again. She had a birthday too. At one moment I felt like I got a bit closer with my another friend. But I don't think it is for a long time. She is a good friend though. I am a bit depressed but that's ok.

But the saddest part is that mom had a surgery. They cut out her uterus, because she had a tumor. I am so sorry. That's quite much. She feels bad now. I'm trying to support her.

Also my final exams are coming. They are so close. I'm afraid. I'm not ready yet. I have only about 4 months to get ready. It's not enough. I'm done. Bye.

Writing helps.

Well, this blog is such a weird thing for me to be honest.  I'm not into

writing at all! I tried to write things down whole my life. It was such a

lame. I had two diaries. And I never used them properly. I always had

something to say though.  My cousin and my sibling are quite good

at writing. They're always create some interesting stories. And my

friend is like a pro. She writes fan fictions. They're really good. I am

more into reading. I really enjoy reading some articles, blogs, like,

everything. But I noticed that I enjoyed writing a lot while I was

writing it. Writing helps you to understand yourself,  to understand

the way of your thoughts. In real life we are not confident enough

to say lot's of things. We don't want to be judged. In internet you

can do it freely.  Off course there still be people who will judge you.

But still there also people who will support you, you opinions,  your view

on the world, there always will be someone who thinks exactly the

same thing about something. Off course these people can be in real life

too, but they are not always around us or we just haven't met them

yet.

So I hope this blog will help me to realize a lot about myself. Thanks.  Bye. 

Little about me.

Hmm...so hi there! I am Caroline and I'm 17. I'm bad at writing and English isn't even my native language but anyway. I decided to start this blog just because I wanted to experience new things in life, yes, this blog is a new thing for me. It's a new starting of a new year so I want it to be great. I didn't experienced great, unbelievable things in life yet, my life is quite boring, but still not too much though. I'm from Russia, from a very small town. It's so small that I don't even want to name lol. I have a very small list of friends and good taste in music ( I think so lmao). I love bands and my favourite is My Chemical Romance (they are legends!). Well, I love music in general, can't live a day without listening to it. Love reading books, though I don't always have enough time for it (or I'm just too lazy :p). I still don't have a favourite book though. Looking for it. Love languages sa well)) though I'm still bad at English lol sorry. I'm quite depressed kid. But still I like to laugh a lot. I like fogs and rains a lot! Still didn't decided am I a dog or a cat person. Sometimes I find myself gross for no reason. I like to imagine things. I'm a dreamy person. Always imagine myself in different lives. School makes me more depress. I should prepare for my finals and I hate it. Enything else? I told you my life is quite boring. So I think it's enough for now. You are not interested anyway. Bye.